falsetto child

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fake child. girl.
addicted to everything.
scrawny/fat. fat/scrawny.
it´s what love makes of her.
scrawny fat in her veins
hips, tits, feet to kiss,
kissable lips.
you moan with husky sounds
your tiny throat, vocals.
always Aaaaahhh...
without E, I, O, U.
your laughter is not healthy.
it´s fake, sounds, emotionless.
you look at your mommy
in the mirror, then
you look at yourself.
fat thighs. little yellow yolk
shorts. short
vocal. long vowels.
you stick to my loins.
you stick to my heart.
my mind, it´s my affected
mind.
your pounds are my pounds.
fat.pregnant sister: i get
fat with you.
the wisteria´s collapsing nerves
in that greenhouse.
i used to live there.
protected or exposed to public
impervious stare. look at me
won´t you please look at my
shifts-
my legs shorten.
my arms thicken.
you want to say something.
hungry, addicted to hunger.
hunger for living.
what kind of recording of you
i want to make. take my short hands.
my ring. my pink nails. my
long hair. play, addict, play
with them.
fake girl in uniform
pinafore.
i´ve always loved the tremendous
wisteria.
i´ve seen it in the greenhouse.
why not red house, my true house.
my old house collapses:
my librarian knows me,
every day at nine.
i can´t read to you
beautiful fairy tales.
but i am a gipsy, auburn
and scrawny fat in
my tiptoes.
i go away.
the lawn tickles
my footsoles,
dancing in circles with a clever mind,
i sing, for i used yo laugh
a lot:
high, falsetto. neighbors
would hear me: she´s my hysteria.